Boredom Beloved - EP

by Cameron McCurdy

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The debut album by 16 year old New Zealander Cameron McCurdy

© Cameron McCurdy 2015

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released December 31, 2014

Cameron McCurdy: Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Drums, Recording, Mixing & Artwork

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Track Name: Untitled: One
(No Lyrics)
Track Name: Compulsive Indecisive
When you fill your head up
With things you think you need
When someone asks you what you want
You'll find you can't answer, you're

Compulsive indecisive, don't know what you want, but you want it now
The antidote is tight-lipped, words come pouring in small doses
What's the point in having no best friend, when hundreds hear your words
They don't take it in

Waiting, feels like, coming to the end of a book
And you can't breathe, for hope that
A better chapter's yet to come

I got that feeling like I'm trying to sleep, and someone's messing with the lights
And I can't help feeling for the past few nights, I've been without you in my head
I've been without you in my head
I've got that feeling like I'm trying to run and I'm a deer caught in the head lightsgh
And I can't help feeling that I'm in deep tonight
Leg caught, foot trip, here's a little nice tip
Don't get attached, if you know that you're

(Chorus)
Track Name: Bluesesque (Hey Sister!)
Hey sister, what do you need?
I think I got it here, right here next to me, awoho oooooooh yeaheah
Hey sister, are you feeling blue?
I got a bluesesque party for you, awoho ooooooh yeaheah

Well you've been turning circles, turning circles in your brain
You've been beaten, bruised, and broken by your memories of pain
Come on in from the cold, come on in from the driving rain
Don't let the blues drag you down while happiness remains

Come on sister, don't turn away, to face the loneliness, the empty, and the grey
You've still got a fire burning, there's some fight left in your bones
So if you're feeling blue sister just know you're not alone

Hey sister, I love you so, please don't leave me alone, please don't let me go
Oh sister, you mean so much to me, I would shrink and disappear if you would let me be
x3
Track Name: Pessimystical Adolescent
Devil on a hill how you tempt and taint me
You don't have the skill to take me on
I've seen a world asunder
Your tender tide don't tear us under
Neath your gaze says set in stone
That which is known knows not your throne
A grandiose chair, a farce, a fumble
A chant a shout reduced to mumble on

Who wants to look into the mirror and see a face without flaw?
If you can't see the effect of the weight of the world
How do you know that you're living at all?

The paper and the postage stamp, are lost to us
Replaced with a touching rendition of everything
On a tablet in front of your face
Makes you want to cut yourself off from the world
With all this anger that you've found
But don't burn the bridge you're stood on or you'll fall to the ground

(Chorus) x3
Track Name: Voided
You're all voided, she can't see you, personality falls right through
I hate you for what you did to her
You may cry when she's gone, but when she's there you'll hate her
Wonder why she's dead inside while you kick her to the ground

There she goes again, gone to oblivion, oblivious to us

I am, we are, he was, you were, she is, I am
Voided, in with it, no ones coming
Where am I trapped inside my mind
With a keyhole looking through

I am, we are, he was, you were, she is, I am
Oblivious

I don't care what people say, you've never seemed a freak to me
I don't care what people say I'll be here anyway
I don't care what people say, you've never seemed a freak to me
I don't care what people say

We've been to nowhere and back
Have you ever wondered if the weight on your back
Ain't from heavy load you bear dragging you down
But the puppeteers strings, pulling you around

We've been to voided and beyond
Hand in hand, here from now on
Track Name: Treetop
Look at the trees, how many leaves you think they've got on them?
You can see the breeze in the way they move as you try to count them all
And I don't wanna breathe the air that comes from someone else's lungs
But I don't wanna be alone, it's a bit of a problem

You sit on your rooftop, filling your head up with these thoughts
Kinda feels like growing old, like growing up, when did we all stop having fun?
Half a mind, made up to do something with your life
Take a look at your calloused hands, how did they get that way? When did they stop being young?

Still you kick and you fight and you let it go on
Though you know there's no point fighting what went wrong
Though you hand feels the weight and your head feels the same
And it always seems to have been that way
So you play pretend, bullshit your way through the day
And it always seems to go so very well
Track Name: Aorta
Fight the fold, make that line as uneven as you want
In control, is where you'll be when you learn to stop questioning yourself

Wait right here
Head turns away from me
Stay right there
Never waiting patiently

And I know when I get there
I'll feel it in the beat of my
Heart!

Hand hit the drum that shivers through my veins
Mouth shout the words that tear holes through my brain
Pick pluck the string that forces me to sing
Aorta giving me this life to bring

Heart feels x4

Hand hit the drum that shivers through my veins
Mouth shout the words that tear holes through my brain
Pick pluck the string that forces me to sing
Aorta giving me this life to bring

Fight the fold, make that line as uneven as you want
In control, is where you'll be when you learn to stop questioning yourself